You know I never cried when you told me you just want to be friends...I couldn't. I have no tears left. I wasted them all on people who I have never loved as much as I do you... but I convinced myself that I did at the time. Oh you don't know how badly I needed to cry that day...how much I felt(still feel) for you. You don't know how my body, mind, and heart all ache to be with you. I love you! I wish I could shout it from the rooftops. I want the whole world to know how happy you make me...how complete you make me feel. I long to be in your arms again...if it's only one more time for only one more minute...please just hold me again. I want to cry Gene...I want to walk up to you, take both of your hands in mine, look you in the eyes, and let the tears flow freely. Maybe then you will see the love in my eyes...maybe then you will finally love me like I love you.

08/01/2001

Posted on 09/29/2001
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