I don’t want you in my life
Why did you come back
Does it pleasure you to see
My tears fall into the sea
You love to see me cry
Could you please tell me why
Does it please you to watch my heart shatter
Do you enjoy watching my go out of my mind

I always though, “How do I please”
“What can I change”
“How can I make you want me, only me”
I realize now
I need to change nothing
It is not me, It is you, all you

You had your choice
The nice girl next door
Or the little whore
You were just being a typical farmer man
You went for the sex
That is all you care about
To get you, what must I do
Seduce you
Sleep with you
Dream on
I do want you
I do love you
But I won’t stoop to that level to get the things that I deserve
I don’t think…ooh sex…I love you, now that you gave me some
You are shit
You are nothing to me
If you picked her over me because you wanted
The sex is what you wanted
That is so hurtful
I am above you

You have the girl who offers you sex
Versus the girl who could love you like there is no on else in this world
Except you
And you alone

You made the wrong choice
And you can’t change the past
And don’t plan on me as your fallback again
I am not the rebound trash
I’ve been used by you before
Never again
Of that you can be sure
Never again.

09/21/2001

Posted on 09/21/2001
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