I hate hating you
I hate not loving you
I have knowing that I am hurting you

I hate knowing that you hate me
I hate feeling the pain you are causing me
I hate the distance that is growing between us

I hate the thought that I have lost you
I hate the thought that you are still in my life
I hate the state my mind is in

I hate to see you
I hate to not see you
I hate to hear your voice
I hate to miss that sound I know so well

I hate to feel your arms around me
I hate no longer having that security
I hate the way you look at me
I hate it when you don’t look at me

I hate hurting you
I hate seeing you
I hate loving you
But the thing I hate most of all
I Hate Hating You.

09/21/2001

Posted on 09/21/2001
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