Searching, seeking, wondering
Will this restlessness never end?
I search for something to fill
This loneliness that I feel.
This never ending emptiness
That I have not felt in
Many a year, has planted
Its roots and regrets to
Leave. I try many a thing
To end this cursedness
Yet the antidote eludes me.
Why has it come to visit
Me once again? Why
Cannot it leave me
In peace? Is it a
Restlessness due to lack
Of company? Is it
Loneliness for I cannot
Be near you? Come end
this cursedness and
cure me, the way only
you can. I welcome you
with open arms.

09/20/2001

Posted on 09/20/2001
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