The Journal of Nikki Benson

Why is it always about boys???
02/25/2006 01:29 a.m.

I feel pathetic…


There is a boy that I have a crush on. I have actually liked him for about five months. A few days ago he send me a message thanking me for how nice I am to him and I basically bore all… He told me that he thought I was cute too. That’s nice. I told someone about the whole thing and she talked me out of liking him. I shouldn’t like him. Anyway I told him last night that me being all flirty was giving t he wrong impression because even if I did like him I couldn’t do anything about it… I haven’t heard anything back from him. THAT IS WHAT I WANTED!!! Now that I’ve got it, IT SUCKS!!! Boy you have no idea how much of a PUTZ I FEEL LIKE RIGHT NOW. I’m pissed off that I’m bummed. What I would really like to do is jump off a cliff right now. Just jump. I don’t feel like dying over a boy. I don’t feel like dying at all… I am just really bummed…Really bummed…

I am currently Bummed
I am listening to Coldplay

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