i'm not ready to make nice...
12/05/2009 07:29 a.m.
Raymond,

I don't know exactly what I want to say to you. I'm not sure if I even do have anything to say or if I should save my time and effort. I can tell you that it's been a long time coming.

Over the years I have written to you. Sent your Christmas cards and recent pics of myself. My letters have gone unanswered and my cards have been received with no gratitude.

I don't know what I did to you as your granddaughter to make you end your relationship with me. And if it was something that my parents did, well, that wasn't my fault but yet you still felt the need to punish me. An innocent child barely responsible for my own actions, let alone those of others.

I don't care what your excuse is. Because it's just that, an excuse. But there are many forms of communication and over the years you could have taken any one of them to get in contact with me, your granddaughter. Communication is a two way street in case you didn't know that after all your years of life.

But, for you to send me a friend request on Facebook after all this time is simply pathetic. It's utterly appauling to me that you can go years without trying to communicate with me, not even just to say hey or see what was going on in my life, but can send me a request over the internet.

Is that the Christ-like thing to do?

-Nanette
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