Today Is Not For Dreaming
08/13/2007 05:05 p.m.
I've been thinking, dreaming, and hoping
which has brought me to today.

But today is not for dreaming.
I am thinking of a past vow I made, and broke today.
I can not picture my future today. It is clouded.
No need to put on makeup, it will be washed away by tears.
Today will not be spent thinking of the future.
Today will not be spent thinking of the past.
Today will be spent thinking about today.

Tonight I will take out the stinking garbage.
It will never disappear, just be taken away
to a land fill with everyone else's garbage.
To sit, rot, and be forgotten.

There will be a tomorrow, and days to come.
And as always, I have hope in tomorrow.

I am currently Detached