writing
10/12/2005 12:48 p.m.

feels odd... difficult...

and no, my dear sarah, i have not forgotten you (i'll try and work on my poem today, maybe the creative juices will again flow)... :)

just needed to finally put to words the intense feelings i have for this precious creature someone thought i deserved...

how can one woman have two children like mine and deserve them (i suppose most mothers wonder the same thing)...

i'm so in love with my kids...