The Journal of Anita Mac Another One for Maya
05/12/2017 12:31 a.m.
I still think about
that Moment
when your eyes stopped looking.
I still wonder
what was that last thing
and how they found it so wanting.
I stopped
telling people that I miss you
a while back.
So constant that I'm rarely actively aware.
It's there though.
Every tattoo.
Every bite of truly good food.
Every Shema held in my head at night
like a meditation on how I might have loved you.
I hesitate to grant hindsight
such romanticism.
I am currently Somber
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