Happiness hides in ipods
05/18/2007 03:29 a.m.
This page needs filling...and espaņol needs studying...and this music is soothing to my head. Hmm where to begin, when to end? I'm a full-time school goer, business profesional, non-club hopper, and a rad lil gal. Ok and definately corney and very blahh. I feel like I don't have that mellow time to sit and think and interpret my life in pen to paper simplicity. I just want to sit outside and stare for hours, because I can. And look around thinking everthing is so beautiful, and it's hard to stay mad, and wishing I could somehow write and swing at the same time. I haven't felt my face wisped with wind in months..haven't felt that rush of going too high too fast, when my heart feels like it takes a second to catch up with the rest of my body. I should take this time to contemplate how I feel and what I want, and how I wish things would just go smoothly for longer than a month. I don't want to be let down again, but honestly, I'm not too sure it would really change much, because I'm not proactive, I'm barely even reactive. I'm the rollover, the walkon, and the quiet wispers. whoa, deja vue, egh I kinda enjoy that feeling of oh this is soo familiar and I just want to figure it...egh. So I'll secretly file this moment away with the other items I've rat packed through the years, I can't let go. Ouu lil beat, nice tune, all happy giddy like...mm and your smile when you look my way.
I am currently Somber
I am listening to Keanne