'Tis The Season
12/21/2001 05:30 p.m.
Yeah, X-Mas is upon us once again. Sometimes I wish it wasn't. Its a bad time of the year. Its suppose to be about family and friends, those dearest to you. Well those dearest to me have thinned out a bit this year.
I had plans for this Christmas, taking a drive, with someone special to somewhere special. Really special. But alas, it is not to be. I guess its kind of good because I saved a lot of money and time. But it was kind of my present to her for the neglect I had shown her for the past little while.
Oh well.
And another birthday is upon me, yee frickin ha. I don't plan to be doing anything, if I even acknowledge the day for what it is, which is a lot I guess. I will probably be dragged to somewhere for something or other. But it's looking to be a piss poor birthday.

I'm not even buying anyone presents really. My nephew and my little sister, and I'm thinking of something for my best friend. But none of it involves any true thought and consideration. Usually I think a lot about what I get someone, but I wasted a lot of thought on the one big christmas present I was planning. That kind of killed my spirit of the season. But hey, I guess shit happens, and its been a shitty year.
I am currently Restless