"May health and happiness come to you on swift wings" and other
11/30/2001 06:52 p.m.
Once more she emails me, to say thank you, for actually replying. And to give me more bs about how she feels, sorry for this, regrets that. It seemed strange to me, she has got her closure/release of guilt, why does she continue? More of how she wasn't lying before, just at the end, like I should believe that. And that she wishes I would have expressed the love I "proclaim" to feel before we broke up, even though she says it probably wouldn't have helped and I agree with that.
She then gives me her take on why I shouldn't be mad a someone who lied to me. Says that its her fault really and I shouldn't be mad at the other. I laughed at that, because it made me realize that she is basically saying that this person chose her over me. Or at least that's how it sounded.
Still she writes and I wait to get to the real reason she is writing.
And it presents itself at the bottom of the email, tacked behind a quaint ByTheWay: you know that stuff you have of mine, is it still intact or did you break it?
Gee, does throwing stuff off the Mackinaw Bridge count as breaking it?
I guess it would still be intact, at the bottom of a lake, might be a little wet, but hey inact is intact.

Ah, I can imagine that. Standing on the side of the bridge holding her things and just heaving them off. hehehe. Its funny, because I've never thought about doing it til right now, and I must say I'm now considering a trip to Mackinaw.
hehehe. Ah that makes me smile.



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