a second coat of paint
09/02/2002 08:32 p.m.
randalls party was surprisingly better than i thought it would be. now i feel bad for thinking it would be so boring. it wasnt, to be honest i didnt want to leave. but we did. we wanted to see christine before she left for college again and get her number. i didnt realize how much id missed her until i saw her last night. sean and anna were touchy. i almost started crying, then i got angry. i wanted to hit him. we had a water fight and the whole time i wanted to drown him. awful sounding, isnt it? he probably liked that she was wearing his shirt. he seemed to like his gift. i made him listen to number one while i was there-hes such a loser. but i called randall today to say happy birthday, nobody answered so i left a message. then i called sean. we talked for about five minutes but he had to go to spend time with his mom. i really want to get him a dog- he really wants one. but i kind of like his mom not hating me. i hope he wants to do something tonight- hes different when annas not around. just call me naive, but id like to have fun while i can and if it takes her not being around, thats fine with me. hes such a jerk-but theres something about him. he was supposed to call half an hour ago. but donnas on the phone. just my luck.
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