call me optimistic
08/02/2002 10:44 p.m.
my parents just got me a cell phone.. so I'm pretty excited about that. I can only use about fifteen, twenty minutes a month, but its a start. this marks the all-too-slow coming truth that I'll be driving soon. Plus this Wednesday Sean and I have our first date. We all went to Loco's last night for trivia and it was so comfortable. I didn't think he was going to be there until Christine and I got there and there he was, looking all fine. haha.. I mean, he is.. but I DON'T talk like that. anywho, we talked for about two hours today.. it was nice. i told him about the situation with cyndi and we talked about the concert. He, Keith, Anna, and Christine were going tonight to see the Vanilla Coke's on the bricks concert. Avril Lavigne was going to be there.. and Better Than Ezra and ... Cracker. I really wanted to go, but my parents said no because it's in atlanta.. and (as much as i desperately wanted to see avril lavigne--and michelle branch a month ago--live, i understand their reasoning) if i had a fifteen year old daughter, i probably wouldnt let her go either. .. my dads friend had me and donna watch his three daughters today. it was weird.. relaxing in a sort of way. i did feel kind of old, i'm onyl about five years older than them, but i couldnt help feeling a little boring. i was just tired. not the kind of tired where you've been doing something and you need to rest, just the i cant sleep so i'm awake kind of tired. i dont eat much anymore. it doesnt scare me.. i'm kind of glad. usually in the summer, i eat because i'm bored. now, at times during the day, i'm so NOT hungry that the mention of food makes me sick. but what i do eat isnt all that healthy. okay, all ive eaten today has been.... a small peice of cake, m&ms, two swiss cake rolls, half a crunch ice cream bar... and to drink, i've had water and sprite and diet crush. i need to eat a real meal now........ bye! (i have a cell phone!)
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