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07/30/2002 05:13 p.m.
well.. i'm off to play pool at lazerworks with some friends.. it'll be keith, the annas, sean, me, and maybe christine. hmm.. will this be weird? nobody knows about "me and sean" except for keith.. i wonder what this'll be like. i dont know if cyndi'll be mad that i havent told her and probably wont tell her for a while.. atleast until we actually do "go out" or whatever. if she is, she can get over it. its so complicated and i dont want to make it even more so. plus, this is, in some small way, a test of trust. i want him to know that if he tells me things he doesnt want anyone to know, he can be assured that no one will know. plus, its a sort of practice. ive gotten used to telling cyndi everything... and somethings you just cant tell your best friend. especially if its not yours to tell. so we're going now. i just talked to cyndi and told her who was going and she asked me why i was going when i was going to be coupled off. to be perfectly honest, i dont think it will be... atleast, for my sake, i hope it wont be. i think ketihs here. bye!
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