red faced
07/28/2002 04:22 a.m.
so he let me move his car. everyone left and cyndi and he were left alone in the room. he asked her what the look was for. he's heard "things." what are things? cyndi didnt say anything.. i guess he doesnt know. it scares me. i hope it doesnt get weird. and now apparently christine has a secret about me and.. him. and of course she wont say it. tomorrow is our last day of the play. august 9 christine and anna leave for college. i dont know what to think. they keep saying hes interested and well date this year. i dont know. i dont hope it doesnt happen but i dont want to get my hopes up. if i have any hopes, im scared theyll raise too high. good night.
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