jumping off the brooklyn bridge
12/30/2001 02:47 a.m.
saw a movie tonight. it made me think of fairy tales and love and yet again my mind dwells with sean. every little thing reminds me of him. its weird, i dwell with him and there was nothing solid between us. it must have been how much i depended on the thought that there would be. i was so sure of myself. for the first time in my life i was absolutely certain that he liked me and there i went falling off the brooklyn bridge with my heart on my sleeve and streptococus in my throat and anna in seans arms.

life is ugly when you look at it from my glasses. ive been so pessismistic lately. s'funny how you let a person do that to you and i bet hes oblivious
I am currently Jaded
I am listening to til i hear it from you-gin blossoms