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The Journal of Deborah S Regan Journal Entry
01/03/2002 09:59 p.m.
hello journal:
blah blah blah
I'm taking a break from my workout, my heart seems to be beating too fast. I'll finish it yet! just one more set of shoulder presses, then curls and kickbacks, leglifts and crunches.
the realities of being unemployed are setting in. I've been in school all my life; help! what to do... it isn't easy being housewife. I cook full meals every week day. I am a damn good cook: Greek, Caribbean, Jewish, and southern foods are specialties. damn Huntsville! you're either an engineer or you ask engineers "want fries with that?"
and I love my mom. My husband and my gay best friend think she's crazy. It pleases me and hurts me to hear them say that. I spent years of my life believing she was the greatest. and now I know how other people see her. but nobody else is like her. I'm full of the influence of Pentecostalism, for good or bad.
now this stuff is personal. but who's reading it anyway?
if you are, nuts to you. and thank you loads!
I am currently Disillusioned
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