october 1st, 2001
11/13/2001 05:15 a.m.
I am feeling tired but not sleepy, though I hardly slept. I could sense my body fighting the infection. I was also busy fighting my ‘infectious selves’, infected with anger, intolerance, hopefulness and what not. I want to get rid of them once for all.
Besides, I am worried about her. So much. And she is too busy even to realize this.
I feel like I am assuming her self. I feel like expressing for her self.

I am too busy these days
To realize that I am too busy
These days.
I am too busy to take inventory of
What my gains are
What are my loses
I am too busy to SEE
What’s becoming of ME.
I am too busy to know
That I do not know
What’s becoming of ME.

I go wherever
Ups and downs of my life
take me
My life situation
fixes up me
I don’t fix up anything
I don’t have the time to question
If I am alive
I don’t think I shall have time to
Cry tears, if I die






I am currently Tired