That's all folks
07/04/2011 06:37 a.m.
Timmy James Wilson feels inappropriate. I feel like a stripper at a five-year-old's birthday party or a homeless man in a Bostonian church wearing an I heart NY shirt singing off key and holding a sign up that says I’m too Jewish for my shopping cart. I can’t tell you how, but that perfectly applies to my life and state of mind lately in a way so extreme and ironic that it’s more synonym than metaphor. As I said, I can’t tell you how but if you truly grasp the embarrassing sore thumb sticking out syndrome that I am trying to explain, then there’s no need for me to elaborate. I want to stand on the highest peak of the highest mountain yelling “I am just so effing sorry forgive me everyone for _” anyone can fill in their own blank(s) as fitting to the individual. I guess the overall force on my emotions that I feel from all this BS is just an inexplicable (almost instinctual) desire to hide under or behind something large and overbearing. Kill me now. It’s like being called to the front of the class with an erection and standing their longer than you need to even though everyone is laughing at you and you feel like jumping off a bridge. So there you have it my life up to date without describing any actual events emotions facts or locations. By God, it takes talent to be this fucking obnoxious.
I am currently Indifferent
I am listening to "Cocain blues" -Johnny Cash