If this is it..
04/28/2011 03:22 p.m.
I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm going on a vacation...I'm going in to detox and rehab (probably starting next week) for this shit that I've gotten myself into. I hope that I can find happiness by the time I get out. I'm terrified and ashamed and all the stuff that goes with it, but I know that if I don't do this now, I will not be on this earth much longer. I've got nothing to live for these days except those pills. And I just can't do it anymore.

I don't know if I deserve it, but if you pray, please send one out for me. I think this is going to be one of the hardest things I've ever had to do...and I have to do it by myself.

Love you guys. Trying to love myself.
I am currently Anxious