I'm pretty sure my boyfriend is cheating on me.
11/10/2009 10:12 a.m.
Love,
I stumbled onto your lies
and I slept upon them the entire night.

I kept them inside myself as you inquired
On the location of my thoughts, my mind.

I filled my fists with your deceit
Every disgusting filthy word you ever let fall from your lips
I wrapped around my palms until they were bright red.

I can't even cry for you anymore
I have no insides left for you, for this.

I have no soul or heart,
My stomach is a hollow hole
Where your deception once laid.

I used to say, I'd tell you;
"Love,
You are my sunshine."

Now I stare at the ceiling
as you sleep beside me in the dark.
I am currently Troubled