10/25/2009 08:04 p.m.
I fell in love with you at a time when I could hardly feel anything besides hurt.

I feel a lot of things now, and I’m often happy, but I’m still in love with you. I just never expected the hurt to come from you. Of course you don’t do it on purpose. You have no reason to realize how much you’ve affected me, and how much I still think about you. You have no way of knowing how it eats at me when I don’t hear from you after I’ve opened up the line of communication. Why would you?

I just wanted to put it out in the universe that I think it’s true that those you love most can hurt you the most. I don’t blame you at all, because I’m the one who can’t let go. I really don’t even know where to begin to let go.