currently.
10/21/2009 03:56 p.m.
1. Missing Billy. I cannot wait for next week when he comes to see me and I get two days off of work and we go to a fun Halloween party. And sex.
2. Working on my Betty Boop costume...safety pins and red satin belts and wedge heels with straps.
3. Taking hot baths when I get home from work while smoking a bowl.
4. Sleeping with my super-plush Eeyore doll that's perfect for holding against my belly (which is still bothering me since the surgery.)
5. Listening to Radiohead's album "In Rainbows," specifically 'House of Cards.'
6. Trying to describe how I feel about Billy without using the word 'love.'
7. Playing Farmville on Facebook. And petting the animals and planting crops.
8. Doing acid on Saturday night with Karina. I had forgotten how intense it is. I did 5 hits of it, so then again, that probably explains the intensity. The tabs had the "Thundercats" symbol on them. And Sunday night when I was finally coming back down, I felt like I was in utero, floating around my apartment in low lighting.
9. Struggling to get to work on time in the mornings.
10. Worrying about my car because it sounds like a dying old man, creaking and groaning with rusty shocks.
11. Working on a Halloween skit for our team at work..."Phantom of the Opera" themed, but very irritating. I hate writing scripts.
12. Looking at the sink full of dirty dishes at home everytime I walk in. I'll get to it eventually, I swear.
I am listening to Aretha Franklin