Changes, changes, changes
10/17/2009 01:01 a.m.


So, I feel it coming, the shift of new experiences, new relationships, and changes. It's a good thing, even if the source of it is pretty surprising.

I feel a depth to this that I haven't experienced for awhile now. Things are being said, falling into place, and there is the sense that whatever is driving this is beyond me. I am aware that I could make it go slower, make it not go at all. But I want to explore it, I want to see where this takes me.

I do still feel a hint of hesitation because of convention, and the slight resistence of my newly mended and still somewhat cautious heart as it is coaxed foward. Not red flags, just a crystal-clear awareness. It's quite curious, that this awareness shares a space with a sense that all is as it should be, and that there is a genuine opportunity for a future together. He asked me a few weeks ago if I would just hold a place for the possibility, and I did and I am.

A month from now, I predict that life is going to be very different, one way or the other. I just....feel it in my bones.

I am currently: inquisitive
Listening to: next Friday