Sharing...
08/07/2009 05:58 p.m.

I want to share what's happening in our lives now, and the reason I want to do that is so that I can report the progress of the situation, to give others hope when they find themselves in similarly discouraging circumstances.

Meme and I have been unable to continue to afford to make the house payment in the house we currently live in. We were very generously invited to live in Astoria with my son and his wife and my grandson, but the renovations necessary to allow that to happen are prohibitively expensive at this point, and Meme felt it wasn't the most ideal move to make at this time. So, we are not considering Astoria as an option, though we are both so grateful to my son and daughter-in-law for offering it.

Plan A is to salvage our situation here at this house, see if the loan can be restructured so that we can afford it. We're still waiting to see if this is a viable option, and it includes the possibility of having roommates. Though we both feel this is not entirely ideal, either.

Plan B was Astoria.

Plan C was to move to a manufactured home that one of my aunts owns here in town. But at this point, my oldest son Steven is living there with a roommate, and they are very comfortable and can afford it (which is a challenge for most young people these days) so I hesitate to disturb their joy at this point. It's an option, but not an ideal one. I didn't think that allowing Steven to live there temporarily would creat this conflict inside me, as he went into it with the realization that it might very well be temporary. But now that they're settled in and happy, I find it difficult to ask them to have to relocate.

Plan D is...taking shape. It is to manifest an even more ideal solution to Meme's and my needs. A house big enough to accomodate our needs, and to allow for plenty of visitors as they come to see Meme in her final years, and to accomodate boomerang children...LOL. Plan D involves attracting abundance; creating a reality that includes a bounty the likes of which I would be sooooo blessed to live with! And this is why I'm writing about it, so that as it unfolds, I can continue to share it to inspire others that there is ALWAYS a perfect solution, always!!!!

So this is part of the experiment at this point. If there are millions of alternate universes, surely in one of them Meme and I are richly blessed with more than enough, and are sharing our bounty with those in need as well. This is my dream. To have so much (the cup overflowing) that we can spill it into the lives of others. And as I picture it this way, that there is a reality where the EXACT answer to our prayers exists, I so easily envision simply sliding foward into THAT reality rather than the one that contains the limits of my mind and the past. I wonder, marvel that it might just be that simple, imagining a tomorrow where what unfolds is limitless in abundance. I'm excited to see this moment and the next!!!

Oh, and as a side note, there are other little tidbits of manifesting as well that I can't wait to report on!!!

More to come...

I am currently: confident
Listening to: A joyous alpha-theta wave