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The Journal of Matthew Sharp i sure do miss the love
07/17/2009 08:00 p.m.
its kind of fucked up the way shit works.
a group starts to form out of the design of relative interest
its like you can write whatever you want and it can be considered powerful and good but if it doesnt relate to the upper echelon on the voting scale it doesnt mean shit.
so fuck it, im just glad to have a place to store it and the occassional person to explore it for what its worth and show some love that i try to return.
common respect in manners.
ive gained and lost friends and i try not to draw a graph in my mind like wavelengths of here and there and up and down.
i wonder sometimes of a certain person or persons if i should ask if we are still friends or if we ever where before becoming involved in what they do or dont do.
i always forget the wasted time at stake when i invest whatever i can from the heart, even when its obviously doomed from the start.
so im just waiting for a category to swallow me up then quit again.
or just say whatever.
i just want it to be known that there are more circles of interest that value originality even when it destroys the boundaries of what its supposed to be.
I am currently Alienated
I am listening to my people
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