Apparently, the ex IS ready to date. You knew it would come, eventually. you know you have no right to feel the way you do about it. You just wish he wasn't still living in YOUR tiny little podunk hometown, fishing for a new life, a new girl, right under my nose. It's not like YOU can leave - YOU can't. You don't get why he didn't move back to where his friends are, his faith, his preference for the sun and the ocean. Your little hometown has nothing to offer him. He's not even going to school here like he planned, or working at some amazing job that he couldn't find anywhere else on the face of the planet. mmm, maybe you ought to close that door, the chill is gettin' me. love yo' self, 'cause you're born to be loved. don't allow the age on your driver's license to dictate anything, just a number...how's bout you keeping a KEEN eye out for that special someone still out there...i would, i think...i would...ali, love to you and love at you ~hugging~

Well... remember karma, what goes around comes around! You are a beautiful soul my sister, you will survive this...and you will thrive. Maybe not this month, but soon...my intuition says soon! {{Hugs!!}}