To much stuff, not enough energy
04/21/2009 08:59 a.m.

It boils down to that - what do I have energy for today?

My classes are requiring WAAAAAY more energy this term, and Meme's health is on the decline, and the triplets are graduating, and I'm supposed to be planning a move into Portland, (well, Longview now) and....and....and.....

There is not enough of a supply of me to meet the demand for my energy.

And, also, there is this silly journey called "dating" that I am not ready to embark upon. I mean, really, how goofy can a girl be?

What to say of the sadness I still feel.

Our dreamgroup added a new piece to the mantra. In addition to "Death to the Nice Girl", we've added a small whisper to the universe, "oh, and, um, Pop the Bubble" which refers to the bubble we keep our emotions "safe" in.

And the idea of "recruiting" folks to help us work through the healing of the core wounds? THAT is why we continually choose the same sort of person to interact with, getting ourselves into the same situations repeatedly, until we get it.

I am currently: exhausted
Listening to: my last homework assignment calling