i'm sure this will pass...
04/16/2009 06:33 p.m.


the feeling of wanting to disappear isn't disappearing. it's not today, it's not yesterday, or tomorrow. it's everyday.

i've got ten thousand things in my head going infinite miles a minute.

i'm so sick of this feeling. feeling sad and crazy and wanting to run around in circles till i'm dizzy enough to die. feeling pressure.



i'm hoping to come back harder, better, faster, stronger.

and saner.

and to open arms.

someone's open arms...anyone's...



until further notice, i'm on a hiatus.
I am currently Detached