I want so bad to be told I'm beautiful
02/17/2009 07:12 a.m.
It's dumb...It's stupid and artifical. But I do.

Appearance wise that is...


I don't know why.


But I guess deep down I just want to love myself...and I feel that through the praise of others, I will? That's dumb. I obviously won't love myself that way...but still, I'm dumb.


I suppose I have to create beauty...and isn't that more wonderful than just being pretty? Looks fade, but something you create doesn't necessarily.

Man, it's too late for this.