The Journal of Sarah Boom You
12/15/2008 03:04 p.m.
You have taken everything I am, everything I love, everything I ever could be, and everything I ever worked for and you destroyed it. You have no guilt, no remorse, though you say otherwise. I hope it was worth it. I hope losing your whole world was worth the things you did to me. I am broken, I am shattered, I am numb. I was wrong about you, so very wrong. You are and always will be nothing but a boy, when I need a man. I'm not going to apologize this time, you did this to yourself. No matter how many times I forgave you, no matter how many times you looked me in the eyes and lied...this time is different. This time, you broke down the very essence of who I am. You are no role model. You are no good friend. You are nothing if a selfish child.
How can I forgive you?
How can I love you?
How can you be the man you are, and not the man you were..not the man I loved.
What the hell happened to you? I am currently Depressed
I am listening to Alterbridge
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