Nights
12/04/2008 03:50 p.m.

So, it took such a looooooooong time for me to get to sleep last night. I was sleepy, groggy sleepy even. But every settling of the foundation, my grandmother turning over in her bed (I have a baby monitor on 24/7 so if she falls or needs anything, she has but to say a word and I'll be there), the dogs snoring...everything wakes me up now.

And then I realized how much I had allowed myself to rest in the fact that when Miah was here, I was not the only adult. I didn't feel like I was the only one on "watch"; that if anything weird or threatening ever happened in the night, I wasn't alone in dealing with it.

And now I am again.

I'm taking my placement tests for college first thing this morning. Does anyone have an extra bottle of "alert"??? LOL.


I am currently Tired
I am listening to the shower calling, calling...hehe