it's the most wonderful time of the year, i think
11/30/2008 10:11 p.m.
tomorrow is december. it's my least favorite month of the year. every december has just been really crappy for me. i guess that's why i got it tattooed on my back in Native American.

tomorrow i have a doctor's appointment. i'm a statistic. i have no health insurance. im going to planned parenthood for a female exam and what not for my PCOS. i've never been there before and i'm soo scared. im afraid that i'm going to end up like the girl in Dirty Dancing after she gets her abortion.

tomorrow, however, is my rockin' nephews 3rd birthday.

December 2nd, is always a bad day. in 2003, i got the shit beat out of me and robbed at gun point while trying to open my store.

the 3rd, is my BFF's birthday. yay for that.

and on the 6th....the kid who beat me up on the 2nd five years ago, is getting out of prison. i can't say i'm all too thrilled.

not to mention Christmas, which is my favorite holiday, is this month. this is the first Christmas in 8 years that i've been single. ugh.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to pain - jimmy eat world