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11/18/2008 03:36 a.m.
drunken things (in the car, on the way home);

and why don't we go to indiana and rent a room in a motel, seriously i will put the money down.
and when i'm drunk i'm under the delusion that i'm bleeding from a lot of places. the corners of my palms, the lobes of my ears,
and this is MY CHICAGO
THIS IS MY CHICAGO
i live in a wooden house and climb wooden stairs
and find myself somewhat frustrated when you say
"LET ME CONCENTRATE"
when all i want to say is "sometimes i still think you're wonderful."

oh hey. HEY. Let me concentrate.
Hey! sometimes i still think you're wonderful. but. well.
we're both self-centered people.
and it's hard.