secrets and inner fears
11/11/2008 09:14 p.m.
i wrote once that my secrets and your secrets are one in the same. how true that seems to be, even though i am unwilling to admit this on most days. i have realized that we all have the same fears and thoughts. the same sadness and reflection on our insides. so, why then is it so hard to share our secrets? why do we find it so hard to open up and say the things that inherently we all feel? i have this problem. i have never really depended on anyone for anything. no one can provide solace for me in my darkest times, yet it is rather easy for them to take my happiness. why is this? it is so easy for someone to walk in and ravage our homes, yet so difficult for them to put it back together. we let our fears over ride any sense that they can be relieved. we cling to these as if they were air. we cannot live without the fear, yet we wish so desperately that they would dissipate.
I am currently Clueless