enough is enough
10/21/2008 02:16 a.m.
I have said no. I have now been strong enough to say no. To say enough is enough, and I need more then this. I am sitting here now, lonely, but feeling a little stronger then I did yesterday. It's not easy to say that when saying yes is all I have done for as long as I can remember.
There are so many things that I have wanted to say to people, yet I keep them to myself. I think I am starting to learn that just because I feel a certain way, doesn't mean anyone else needs to know. Sometimes sharing those things doesn't get you anywhere and just leaves the other person feeling hurt. I know I have said before that I feel things extremely, which I don't think is a bad thing, but maybe the reason I share them is selfish. Maybe opening up about certain things is more self-serving then beneficial in the long run.
I always have to keep in mind that being alone is not a bad thing, it just takes getting used to.