I'm Tired
09/29/2008 04:30 a.m.
I'm tired. I'm tired of looking to you for answers on something I already know. I know that I am worth effort and time. I know that I can be complicated and overwhelming. I know that I can be comfortable and simple to read. I don't know why I look to you for what I already know. I need some kind of validation from someone who has an actual interest in me. I want you to see all the things I am, all the good things. But, I cannot force you to see. you have to want to. I will not fight you to see the things that are so obviously there. I am not saying this to toot my own horn, so to speak. I just know the truth inside me, and if you can;t see that I am worth a little faith, then I can't make you. I am tired. I'm tired of caring for someone who doesn't want to care for me. Someone who is unwilling to let me be there. It would be another time I have put in the effort to get the same result. Me alone...