haven't your heard, I'm the new cancer.
08/19/2008 06:53 p.m.
In a little over a month, I will be 25. A third, if not less, of my life will be over. Not complete, just over.

The things I've seen and the places, not the longitude and latitude places, but the places I've been have made me who I am today. I've dealt with suicide and alcoholism. I've swallowed the fact that unless a miracle happens, I will never have children.

But today isn't as bad as yesterday. And yesterday isn't as bad as last night.

Because I'm playing the waiting game to see if I've got the 6 letter C-word...cancer.

My kidney's are finally giving up on me, like my ovaries, like my family, like everyone and everything around me.




I'm so scared on the inside, that I can't even show it on the outside....




"You couldn't get lucky enough to have cancer, Nan..." - My mom.
I am currently Dismayed