Too heavy!!!
07/14/2008 06:12 p.m.


Ok, so I have this back pain, and neck pain, and I'm pretty sure it's from gaining weight from being only at home caring for Meme as opposed to being out and about working and walking around. Ugh. I've noticed over the years that there is a weight line, and once crossed, my body protests and protests. I feel SO much better about 25lbs lighter, and even then I still have a lot more weight to lose.

And the kicker is the catch-22 thing - added weight = more tired. More tired = less energy. Less energy = less motivation. Less motivation = less activity. Less activity = more weight. ARGH!!!!!

I think it's time for the lemondade fast. At least.

All I know is I feel physically horrible, even more than usual, and I can't tolerate it one more minute!!!

Which, I guess, = motivation. Hehe.

I am currently: FAT
Listening to: My body scream at me.