The Journal of Matthew Sharp crunch time 06/04/2008 07:25 p.m. i wanted to be cool. i wanted to write a 26 page thing where each page is all with words started from a to z. something like burnt bridges bombed blackened bodied beneath bricks bonded by blood. or something. i cant seem to keep friends, i guess im weird. maybe someone will understand the defenses shyness and take the time to see through to an earned entry into a trusting relation. i think its because i moved away and i drift a lot. ill move again. i can do anything. it doesnt matter. what does everyone want? money? blood? i concede. usually i want fire. i get so angry and it fucks up my writing. im babbling. i wish whoever is reading this well intentions with all the will i can summon. Member Comments on this Entry Posted by Alison McKenzie on 06/04/08 at 08:59 PM I've kept some connections through moves, but not many. The real friends will follow you in mail and care packages and phone calls. $#%@. I even have family here in town that I only talk to once in a blue moon. It just depends on the exchanges and what they mean. You mean alot to me. I'm not sure why. But I'm a great friend, loyal to the death and willing to die for those I love. So, I'm putting it out there, and you can do with it what you will. Posted by Nanette Bellman on 06/05/08 at 02:31 AM I wish I could move away and just put it all behind me. Posted by Alison McKenzie on 03/18/10 at 06:47 AM I'm still reading, and listening, just so you know. Return to the Library of Matthew Sharp   pathetic.org Version 7.3.1 May 2004 Terms and Conditions of Use 0 member(s) and 31 visitor(s) online All works Copyright © 2026 their respective authors. Page Generated In 0 Second(s)