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The Journal of Matthew Sharp crunch time
06/04/2008 07:25 p.m.
i wanted to be cool.
i wanted to write a 26 page thing where each page is all with words started from a to z.
something like burnt bridges bombed blackened bodied beneath bricks bonded by blood.
or something.
i cant seem to keep friends, i guess im weird.
maybe someone will understand the defenses shyness and take the time to see through to an earned entry into a trusting relation.
i think its because i moved away and i drift a lot.
ill move again.
i can do anything.
it doesnt matter.
what does everyone want?
money?
blood?
i concede.
usually i want fire.
i get so angry and it fucks up my writing.
im babbling.
i wish whoever is reading this well intentions with all the will i can summon.
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| Posted by Alison McKenzie on 06/04/08 at 08:59 PM I've kept some connections through moves, but not many. The real friends will follow you in mail and care packages and phone calls. $#%@. I even have family here in town that I only talk to once in a blue moon. It just depends on the exchanges and what they mean. You mean alot to me. I'm not sure why. But I'm a great friend, loyal to the death and willing to die for those I love. So, I'm putting it out there, and you can do with it what you will. |
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| Posted by Nanette Bellman on 06/05/08 at 02:31 AM I wish I could move away and just put it all behind me. |
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| Posted by Alison McKenzie on 03/18/10 at 06:47 AM I'm still reading, and listening, just so you know. |
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