vulnerable
03/28/2008 05:09 a.m.
i wonder what i do to make me people dislike me so. i am not sure if it is what i do or the the person i am that gets under their skin. i wish it wasn't so. i don't mean to offend, i guess it just happens that way...

people are weird, funny and inexplicably...people. i suppose we all are what we are. some of us are better at it then others. i don't think i am one of those that is good at it. i feel like i have to work at being comfortable in my own skin. however, i have gotten much better at it.

i wonder if it is so obvious that i carry much sadness with me. i would assume not, but i guess if someone can see it then i do. i am definitely not good at being vulnerable...
I am currently Melancholy