I don't understand life.
03/14/2008 07:50 a.m.
I don't understand life. I almost got the shit beat out of me tonight by this guy who shoved his wife down onto the sidewalk. I yelled asshole after him after asking her if she was okay, and she ran over to him telling him that I was talking shit about him, and it was heart-breaking.

If it weren't for my friends I would probably be in the hospital right now. And this definitely isn't the first time I let my mouth get ahead of me, but I don't think I would ever forgive myself if I had just said nothing. I would have easily taken it, too, if it weren't for my friends pulling me away and locking me in a Milio's bathroom. And that asshole even tried to take a swing at my friends, who were all girls.

I just don't understand people. I can easily forgive her, because she was obviously trying to direct his anger away from her, and I understand that's how abusive relationships often work. But he was coming at me with such intensity.

One of these days it's going to catch up with me. I got recognized the other day by these guys who I made fun of at a pizza place for using the word gay in a derogatory sense, and they were so mad at me. And I stuck up for a female cashier before then from a jerk who was harrassing her, and he tried to start a fight with me. Eventually, I'm going to stick up for someone, and it's going to end badly for me.
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