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The Journal of A. Paige White WoW
03/08/2008 05:30 p.m.
upside down is MoM.
I'm upside down.
Downside up.
Excited.
Depleted.
Thankful.
Numb.
Most of all grateful I got to tell her one more time that I love her. So thankful.
I'm just reeling internally. Absolutely reeling. I never thought I'd hear from her again. Never. And the details... some just absolutely hilarious. And then to have to recount it, retell it to the kids... Lord, your humor is
o u t o f t h i s w o r l d
Jesus, I just want to kneel at your feet and tell you thank you. Please take care my Mama. I would like to ask you to send her back to us, so I can prove my love by being there for her as her body declines. Please, whatever it takes, please, if she's sent up some SOS to you, if you'll do this or that in the context of our relationship, that you will give me knowledge so I can be the hands and feet of your answer, the voice of your yes and amen. The open arms of acceptance, the eyes that look with love and concern and are eager to roll up the sleeves of this real work of loving and get at it. Please, Jesus, make your love known to my Mama in a way she's never before experienced. I want to know when she leaves planet earth it's straight for the heart that beats love for her. Please gather her to you in a freshness that she can never again question or doubt. I believe that you hear this prayer and I ask you to show me what to do to serve you by serving her. Amen
I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to my heart is singing, thank you
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