Sleepless Worries
01/25/2008 06:51 a.m.
I'm so tired of feeling like I dont belong
I know that I dont want to be here, and I know where I want to go, but I'm having trouble getting there
when did my faith in mankind disappear
when did I leave everything I ever wanted, and cared for behind?
when did I give up my dreams, and why.
All I want is for my dreams to come true, the same as everyone else. My dreams are nothing big, frivolous, nor do they exceed logical ability. My dreams are simple. Marriage, kids, home, love. Not a hard thing to accomplish, and yet everytime I think about it. I get sad. I am always sad. I miss feeling like that dream would come true. Now I worry more about living my life day to day, and my dreams have faded off into the background, they're turning into dust and sand....being whisked off into the sunset perhaps, just perhaps they'll settle somewhere with a new woman, and her dreams WILL come true. I can only wish, that my dreams will live on somewhere....
I am currently Bothered
I am listening to MayDay Parade