11:11
01/15/2008 04:14 a.m.
It seems as though my only moments of clarity come when my vision is blurred. How hard it is to describe the things that go through my head... I feel i have gained some kind of positive carelessness that has lead me to many nights of restlessness. There is only one thing that i have let grab my attention. I will be holding everything in my arms very soon. I have fought against a longingness, a dependence if you will. But i am not really sure if i am too much afraid anymore. There is no doubt in my mind that i am falling ever so fast. I hope nothing will slow me down; this rush is evigorating and inviting.



I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Sweeney Todd