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The Journal of A. Paige White Wonderful
01/07/2008 08:09 p.m.
present Chip got from God on his 49th birthday, lol. Spectacular confirmation of a dealt with situation. Wow. I'm still in awe of just how specifically it dealt with something we discussed a great deal yesterday. I truly believe it was a generational thing. Whatever. It's dealt with now. When God says it you can count on it, He will bring it to pass. I've just noticed so many times, with the way He deals with me... He seldom does it in the way I would expect or what would seem the logical way to "fix" something, lol. Can't put Him in a box. He always breaks out in a way you LEAST expect him to...
and.... I had a sudden vision with pastor and anne in it. Still got to pray on that one, no clue what it means, whether it's a right now thing, an in the future thing or what it means, at all. Just a simple symbol, lol, it happened in Lowe's mid yesterday afternoon (around 3) and I knew I needed to go to the car and sketch what I'd seen, so I did. Chip swore it was the same thing Jonathan had just gotten tattooed on his arm, lol, but it wasn't, close but not it (I hadn't seen it yet). I've got to sketch it better cause an ink pen just won't do it. Now I wonder what in the world is going on with them. It did change at the very end like it was lightly penciled in to look like a horn. heh. very similar to the one Gary Brooks used when I was going there. I dunno. Just dunno. Chip thinks I should email them and tell them, but I didn't have any sense of it being something they needed... like a confirmation of something or anything like that. I just don't know. This seeing thing is just weird. weird. weird weird. The only reason I am concerned for them is because of the last time i had a dream about them, then a few days later the vision of the black and white police car but I was so clueless about it, I thought it was something to do with my resident (ex-please God, please God) troublemaker, Jarrod. This time I saw them together first then I saw the symbol like it was just getting clearer and clearer until it was standing out in relief with them as the background. W E I R D... I'm learning not to ignore these things though by time after time things happening. Like the dream that had to do with Ricky and Theresa, though I didn't know I was going to actually be called on to bring a gentle rebuke for Jarrod's safety's sake. I know I did burn with a calm white hot flame that made it impossible not to take action... I dunno. weird.
We had a wonderful time yesterday talking for hours like we haven't done in so long. And I only just realized today that one of our most serious communcation barriers is gone and really has been for months now. I just hadn't realized it. It's good. It was a big one.
I am currently Bemused
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