Secrets
10/17/2007 06:16 p.m.
So today I was sitting online, and I came across this post. I know it isn't much, but I really enjoyed reading other peoples thoughts and secrets, so I thought I'd share with you. If you decide to copy it and add your own secrets, feel free to keep it moving. It's quite an interesting concept. <3 Remember, these are from different people everywhere!
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Pick a empty number 1-200 and write a secret. Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret. Just repost when done, everyone has a secret

1. i think i'm in love with this girl but i don't have enough courage to go up to her and say love you.
2. i wish i was thin. i kinda wish i had an eating disorder to make the fat go away.
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4.I cut myself and nobody knows. I don't like to eat because i need to lose weight because im scared my boyfriend thinks im to fat.
5. i like it the way we are, i don't want a commitment.
6.I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7.my best friend/boyfriend died, and i still haven't told even my closest friends at home.
8. I wish my boyfriend would hang out with me, and not flirt
with every other girl on the planet. I act like I don't notice. It's kind of getting old.
9. I'm a bisexual but I think I am turing lesbian
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I think youre the only one for me, but I'm scared that you might be.
13. I love my boyfriend but i'm still in love with my ex.
14. i seriously thougth about swallowing a shit load of pills tonight
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. same as number 2
17. i drank a beer earlier and im 14 ... oohhhh naughty girl i know right..lol jk
18. You will never see the pain that I have felt.
19.im afraid of love and i wont allow myself to fall into it even though i really want to sometimes
20.im very depressed && only a few ppl now
21. i broke that promise i made to you, a few times.
22. ive threatened to kill myself before
23. I have done mary jane, i've done shrooms, and i am addicted to heroin( i do heroin almost everyday)
23.i am so confused with my life right now, and i just want everything to fall into place and i want to find someone for me
24.I;m in love with my bestfriend I dont see anymore, I miss her
25.i filled in 3 secrets. yeah thats right i didnt follow the rules wat r u gonna do about it??? hmmmm
26. i'm so in love with you, it isn't even funny. i want you. <3<3
27.sometimes i just feel like packing my shit and leaving....
28.i kinda hate my best friend.
29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. my ex is still really attractive to me and I can't stand it... i love her so much
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33.I am still in love w the boy I have been in love w forever.... but how do i tell my bf that??
34. when im with my boyfriend and he touches,kisses,or holds me i pretend its you so i can get by
35. i always compare myself to my bff and then i always compete with her and i always lose b/c she always has to be better then me but she will never admit that and i hate her for it!
36. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be with you. I just want to be anywhere that makes me happy. Im tired of everything always ending up the same. Im tired of being so close to someone I can't have, and most of all, Im tired of being so far away from the one person who makes me feel like I matter. Im sorry, I love you...but this can't last forever. It's not a possibility.
37. I'm in love with him. He means more than the world to me. He says he loves me too, but I feel he'll never be mine no matter how hard I try to be the perfect girl that he can't live without.
38.I used to Get abused by my parents
39.
40. I've been raped and abused by my family.
41.thought about cuttin myself again. but you saved me.
42. You can figure out what the person after you posts by comparing theirs with yours.
43.i'm so fucking in love with him and i can't get over the fact that he will never like me
44.I think i'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. Sometimes I hate my best friend more then life itself.
46. I do not want to die, though you're one of the bestest friends in the world, sometimes you make me want to. I love you
47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
48.
49.I still cut even though i said we would stop together, because you broke an important promise to me.
50.sometimes i wonder what it would have been like if i hadn't let him go
51.You said we would always be friends.I miss you so much i want to kill myself.
52. I hate her for becoming your new best friend even though i say i love her...sometimes i just want to yell at her for taking you away from me.i miss everything that used to be i miss you so much
53. I know you love me. I love you too.
54.i smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
55.
56.I lost the most important people in my life for the one i think i might love.
57.i feel so fat, and i wish i could be skinny.
59.I have no respect for my peers. I feel like I will never become anything,
and I am incapable of love, I lust, But i can not love anyone but my friends.
one more thing.... I want to tell my boss to suck my fucking dick. :)
60.
61. I would like to ingage in a sexual act wiht my girlfriend but i do not know how to come apon the topic with her.
62.
63.
64. I don't like peanuts
65.
66.
67. i'm leading all three of them on and i won't even date any of them.
68. im in love with him still. i know that for a fact. but i dont have the heart to tell him, and i know that i never will. and thats killing me every day.
69.im just deffinatlay in love and i have completley fallen for this girl
70. I'm Bisexual.
71.I'm Bi too
72.
73.i hate when you called me that night at the party when you where with her and you acted like nothing happen and i just forgave you for it
74.
75.
76. i have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77.
78. i can never tell you this, but you were right, if you never came here, never met him, i bet he and i would have been fine, and would even be together right now. i know you fucked everything up between us, but you know what? i think that everything happens for a reason.
79.most of the time, i wish my mom had an abortion.
80. i stopped a year ago. a kid jokingly, asked to look at my wrists. and laughed, and told me he was glad i wasn't "one of those kids" i took offence at first, but then realized i hadn't ever been proud of myself for stopping. until he said that.
81.i hate my life, and sometimes i wish i wasnt alive.
82.
83. i lost my virginity to my exes best friend
84.
85.
86. Sometimes i hate my boyfriend, and smoking makes me feel good.
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88.
89. When I write about Him, I always capitalize Him.
90. Stop, Just Stop. If I Really Wanted To Be With You; We'd Be Together By Now.
91.
92. sometimes i'd rather be single
93.
94.ive come to realize i might be falling in love with her and i lie about it all the time because i dont want them to know
95.
[lololololololololol v]
96. I L0V3 sneaking out with boyszz, even if they all are--4* years older than muah.
97. Im so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff..
98. I LOVE to get drunk and blazed. . .
99.
100.im falling way to fast but after everything i dont care because i want him to want me. and i know its the right guy.
101.
102.
103.im just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104.
105.
106.
107. I would have gone further last night.
108.
109.
111.
112. im in love with him. and i know i cant ever have him.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114.my mom hits me.
115.
116. im in love with a boy and i know it will never happen between us and its eating me up inside
117.I was molested.
118.
119.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. i like this girl but she wants to wait til she graduates to go out.
122. it's easier to be depressed than happy.....my smiles are fake
123.
124.I think I might be bisexual.
125. I wanted something to happen between us, but someone got in the way
126. i'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. i hate being single, ther is this guy i like and a girl that i like but he has a GF and she has a BF IDK WHAT TO DOOO!!
128. I dont think youre very good at kissing.
129. i have constant thoughts about how to kill people.
130. All I want to do is be a model
131.
132.
133. I secretly fantasize about children. I am an adult.
134.
135.
136.i cheated.
137.
138. i like him so much...i know he likes me...but im just so affraid what he thinks about the age difference..i want him so bad
139.
140.
141.i get stoned all the time so i can forget how i really feel about the world
142.
143.
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145.
146.
147. I dream about sick ways to kill people =]
148.I wish he wouldn't have cheated on me. I pretend I let it go, but I know deep down I'll always remember it.
148. whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. i shaved my balls
151. i really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153.i realli miss u and i dont know why, but i realli do love you even though uve broken my heart and teared it apart.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is there sperm, other then that their good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157.
158.i hate myself.
159.i rel ewant to smoke but i can't. i'd lose friends..and respect.
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161.
162.
163.i dont eat for a few days at a time cause i think im fat.
164.
165.
166.i love him with everything i have, he calls me babe and says he loves me, but idk what to do... does he mean it or is it jus words???
167.<3 I am so in love with him. He makes everything I've ever wanted seem possible. He loves me along with my faults, NOT in spite of them! I didn't think I'd ever be happy again! <3
168.
169. I have dirty dreams every fucking night about ArndutcASSSS doing sexual pleasures to me..I LOVE HIM! DON'T GUESS WHO THIS IS!
170.I realy want my ex back.
171.
172.
173.i feel like a murderer.
174.
175. i think i might be gay. it scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. it makes sense too. but i'm still not sure. i wish i had someone to tell
176.I'm embarassed to even be seen in public with you
177.
178.i hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179.
180.i really like this girl and i really hope that she likes me, but she lives far away :(
181.
182. I think I should be thinner, even though I'm stick thin to begin with.
183.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185.I want to marry him one day.... !!! <3
186.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188.
189.I don't love her at all.I'm really just using her to advance in my life.
190. Ciggeretes make me feel beautiful.
191.
192.I like girls that have curves :D
193.Sometimes i feel like life was never meant for me.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.
196.I stay high because i think i have to...to make it all fade away.
197. sometimes i just dont give a f*ck and i want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then im worried about guilt
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I am currently Pissed Off
I am listening to nothing