Him
08/06/2007 05:55 a.m.
i am having a hard time right now dealing with everything in my head. Once again, i am not sleeping much and that puts undue burden on my brain. i drink way more then i should and i am once again fantasizing about a life i may not have. i think about him, but i don't know that he thinks of me. i think he might, but might is a big might. what if i do go to new york and things are wonderful, and i have a great time? What if i spew out my feelings and it isn't?



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I am listening to the crickets outside