i hate hy(ou)pocrites
08/03/2007 08:06 p.m.
the las time we spoke (over mayspace of course) i told you i didnt hate you.

well now ive changed my mind.

i think i hate you more now than i ever have before because for months i stayed faithful to you, when you werent even mine. you asked me to wait and i did....

i would have waited forever...
but that would have been fucking stupid and thank you for making me see what a hypocrite you are.

now i never want to see your face again and i dont reach for you in sleep anymore because honey you arent worth the effort. (im starting to wonder if you ever were..)

i want to tear you apart with words and i want you to feel the loss deep in the pit of the stomach and behind your eyeslids.

so fuck you and goodbye, once the anger fades ill forget youre name
(i left all the pictures of you and all your tshirts and all your false words at my old apartment with other assorted trash...who knew moving could be so liberating?))


I am currently Violent
I am listening to a change of pace